Ria April Avalon Poet Rhyme

Not Now

In silence my lips have been drawing the shapes
Of phrases, so vague and deprived of a meaning.
My dreams are about to find an escape
To where the end always meets the beginning.
My black and white fears have got an excuse:
I still have the world - in my heart and around.
I'm no longer free - I have something to lose.
The more I deny that my freedom has bounds,
The better I see them, the more my heart frets -
The twilight has failed to appease me somehow.
I'll lose it all soon, but I'll never regret.
My lips keep repeating: "Not me, just not now".

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Michael Jordan December 4, 2008 at 12:05 PM poetry books, underwent hep,C treatment and had major back surgery and I still fell so free - You see I feel freedom is an internal thing - As long as your free inside you have true freedom - We are our own jailer and our happiness and pride come from with-in - Great poem April - God Bless, MJ

Michael Jordan December 4, 2008 at 12:01 PM Being one who lost many years of my life due to my addictive behavior and criminal ways I have greatly pondered the word "Freedom" - During my last trip to Prison while in the SHU (The hole) I turned my life over to God and at the age of 41 I penned my first poem - Even though I was locked down 23 hours a day with no contact I was so free and I just wrote and wrote poem after poem and my entire life changed - I've now been out 5 years on Jan. 28th - Clean and sober and I have published my cont.