Not Here

I wake up every day and I smile, I wake up every day and really I’m not here, I’m not here and I want to disappear, I want to stop, I want to stop it all. Stop the memories, stop the tears, stop the nightmares. At times I remember my life, I remember when my life ended, That day you came to me, The day you took it all away from me. It wasn’t yours to take, it wasn’t yours to have, I want it back what you took, If you don’t give it back I’m going to her, Leaving to her soon. A few more weeks and I will be with you. Not long and I’m yours again, Back where I belong. I’m coming back to you my queen.