Not At the Moment

"You've been ignoring him all year and you have him all confused because he thought yall would end on good terms. You moved on or so it seems because right now at this moment yall or staring at each other from across the room and there's wanting in his eyes. Right now your mind is blank and your so far gone from drinking and other drugs you can't even remember using. Right now all you hear is me. You have no care in the world the way you're biting you lip for him. He walks over, takes you in a room…" Damn! What did I do?