Not Afraid Part 1
This cannot repeat or loop around anymore, in my direction,
I've had the wind kicked out of my sails, due to depression.
And everyday
I hide away
and I'm not displaying
the fight that I'm saying.
I'm down inside and sink,
I'm more flipping down than you'd think.
Lost for love and lost for laughter,
facing upto my fears always ends in disaster
with anxiety,
so I'm always down and doubting me
a desert there's a drought in me
while rain downpours are drowning me
the logic's leaking out of me.
A mist hides the positivity
you find in creativity.
From an infant up to those last lines thinking I can't do s--t,
so life devoured me.
I need to shake that habit,
this talent aint transparent and I wont bow out cowardly.
I'm wasting my worth,
but have a thunderous thirst,
to rediscover some turf.
Watch me now and you'll witness,
as I drift with the surf,
and wet the earth,
of this desert,
as I sweat on the dirt.
You just heard now watch and observe!
Copyright © Nick Trim | Year Posted 2018
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