Not a Kid Anymore

All the time that I miss you All the deep breaths that I blow All the tears that flowed through All the fake smiles that I have to show I always say It's okay Even though it's not Oh how I miss you When you were young Singing to every cheesy lullabies Worrying the tingling heat of the sun And all those little nonsense whines You stare at the stars for hours And baffled where the moon goes And shouts at it as it follows Even if you hide from the shadows You're now laughing As you remember those days When you were a child Not worrying anything Big bruises and mild Wish you could come back But it will no longer happen And you know that 6 February 2018