Normal

I have this cloud that follows me,
I have this cloud that noone wants to see.
It's all in your head
Nothing major can be done.
So suck it up
Get on out and have some fun.
But they can't see the demons in my head -
Scratching
Clawing
Biting.
The demons want me dead.
But they don't care,
They don't want to know
What is under my skin,
They just want me to smile
And pretend tht I fit in.
Another appointment,
Another prescription,
Another bottle of pills.
Saftey pin a smile on my face
So everyone else feels comfortable
While my world slowly collapses
And I fall from grace.
But the world must go on,
Everything done so formal.
I wish I could take the bottle
And one by one eat my pink freedom
But that just wouldn't be right
- Oh no-
Heaven forbid I don't act like I'm
NORMAL!!
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Agustin Avatar
August 26, 2025 at 7:31 AM
Thanks for sharing this... exposing your thoughts through your unique poetic style. Meanwhile, I greet you with the love of the Lord, expressed by John 3:16 of the Bible, "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life." Be blessed.
Kendrick Avatar
June 16, 2023 at 3:08 PM
Whoa! Packed with emotion and angst. Sara
Pigeon Tart Avatar
June 16, 2023 at 11:44 AM
This is so good, so powerful, so absolutely gut wrenchingly honest. Heaven forbid indeed. My own demons tip their hat to you Ashley xomo
James Avatar
June 16, 2023 at 11:48 AM
Thank you so much and I wish you all the best x
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