Nocturnal

I have lived my life For many years trying to please Others more than myself, Always worrying what people Thought about me And not even once relying On what I thought about myself. In many ways I wished I could Be likable, Wished to be normal Wished to actually have a reason To smile and get along with others, In which I always found myself Setting myself up for a fail More than actually succeeding For once in my life. This is where my night becomes my day And my day becomes my night. In order for me to escape My pain, I must put all of the hate Behind me, Let go of the past And forget what destroyed my Mentality. Avoiding humanity all together By becoming nocturnal.