Nobody Rewritten

I was always told as a child I had a lucky face.
A bone structure that resembled somebody famous.
‘There’s something about you kid, you’re different,’ they said.
‘I don’t know what it is but you’re different.’
I was force fed this ********
Until it oozed out of me from every pore.
The stench of it
Worse than a French whore.

And now that the lines are etched a little deeper,
And the hair a little thinner,
And the waist a little broader,
And the pill a little stronger,
And the reflection in the mirror a little less clearer.
I finally realised with one more bout of depression
That I wasn’t anybody at all.
Not even myself.
The monster I had created had destroyed me.

No ego.
No pity.
No self- indulgence.
Not even any ashes were left.
I was free.
I was nobody.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2018

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Doll Avatar
April 21, 2018 at 3:58 PM
What a read! You are very talented ,Wayne.
Riley Avatar
April 29, 2018 at 12:15 PM
Thank you Warren for those kind words I really appreciate it. take care.
Knight Avatar
April 18, 2018 at 11:18 AM
WOW! The poem you've written, could have been written for anyone who's been through this kind of verbal situation before also. I definitely been through this.. Take care Wayne, Evelyn
Riley Avatar
April 18, 2018 at 2:07 PM
thank you Evelyn for those wonderful words. I'm so so glad you enjoyed my work. take care.
Riley Avatar
April 18, 2018 at 2:07 PM
thank you Evelyn for those wonderful words. I'm so so glad you enjoyed my work. take care.
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