No Trust

I love you to the depths of my soul with every being in me but sometimes I wonder. If your love is the same for me if you feel the same way that I do who are you really. Going to change if you are going to be better than you were before I don't know sometimes I think that you are never going to change at all my heart beats for you. I yearn for your attention the damage has been done between us and I often wonder if it is worth saving is it worth defending is it worth sacrificing for. Time has shown me who you are and what you are all about I see there are two sides of you the one who is sweet, kind and hardworking. The other side is hateful, mean, bitter and all other things I am saddened by this I don't know what to say or what to do anymore. So I have shut down I have pulled away from you I have lost the love that I have for you. To all means I cannot allow you to take me down I see the truth in you and the people around you. I got to think about the future and the things that are going to make me happy.