No Surrender

Ive danced with the devil a thousand times, disowned my family and commited crimes, lost relationships and lived on the street, and still i would not accept defeat. Ive created so many different personalitys, adapted my life to so many reality's, Ive fort,lied,stole and blagged, picked butts off the floor when ive had no fags, and still i would not accept defeat. Ive trusted and lost,lost and trusted, been in a house when its been busted, begged money in the street from total strangers, put myself in life into all sorts of dangers, and still i would not accept defeat. pretended to be someone im not, taken drugs and lost the plot, anything in life, just to fit in, lived a life of every day sin, and still i would not accept defeat. ive pushed anyone who cared away, women who loved me i would play, selfish,malipuative,unpreadictable and devious, self pitying,scared,depressed and mischevious, and still i would not accept defeat. A driven desire in search of happiness, self sabotaged,lazy,scandalous, and shabbyness, drank every drink there is to drink, depths of despair i had to sink and still i would not accept defeat.