No One Would Know But Me

Now there is no sound By my word I am bound For the first time I want my head in the clouds But I'm lost in the crowd And can't get out. How, Did I get here to begin with? What did I do to deserve this to begin with? What should I do to be free to begin with? All I ever wanted was to go to begin with? Please... I know that I need time that isn't mine but if you don't mind just give me a chance and tell me where to sign Because I would rather die Before I could take another breadth of regrets And mutilpy it by a width of mistakes to find my area of failure I KNOW I AM A FAILURE! At least now I don't need to prove it. I could fail again with my eyes closed And no one would know But me.