No Motivation

No motivation left In this hellish nightmare I call life I have lost my reason for living I just want this to end Nothing I say ever helps Everything you say Just makes the blood spill faster Makes the cuts deeper I'm an empty shell A heartless soul Damned to wonder the earth Never to be happy I long to be with you But I cant So I sit and think About those long cold walks Those long goodnights The long kisses goodbye And how it was taken before we could start I guess i know how I felt And exaclty how I feel I love you all I've got I just wish you could be my one My only.