No More Faith Or Trust In Men

I can't remember a time when My heart trusted any men Because all those in my past Made all my trust issues last From a father not caring About all the days I'm tearing Up from the love he never granted And the tender hugs I wanted Or a brother who gave me Love I was too young to see Was hurtful and very fake Too much for a kid to take No one there for protection From all this wrong and deception Growing up and getting wise I learned all the painful lies Could never leave my heart alone Every memory they've shown Me how unfaithful men can be Leaving my life misery In a child growing up too fast Because of the sorrowed past I was forced to grow up in Each day I begin again Picturing how I can not Keep my world from falling apart From the flashing nightmares of The memories of hurtful love