No Grip

Life melting around my fingers Only memories are left to linger Unconditional love, detrimental cost Forever out of reach Forever is it lost? A quest for once forgotten Only numbness - vaccinated misbegotten Despite attempt to fill this void Endorphin addiction Psychological synthetic subduction But with vacuos comes cognitio Early maturity, a non-existing ego Living for the moment Blessid cursid gift Robotic logic, realities open rift Life molding with my fingers Only memories with me to linger Unconditional love, never was it lost Whoever comes into reach Whoever, is the real cost