No Good Morning Sunshine

I lie awake thinking of the agony of it all. A hold ripped into my heart. The pain of loss and what might have been. How can there be life without life. My stomach rots with pain. Love lost because of honor before desire. Oh God, what is to become of me now. I fear not death! I have already died a death worse than death. In death the pain of life comes to it's end. Then what is this death with pain. A death knowing there will be no, Good Morning Sunshine... Edward J Ebbs - Summer 2006