I have done it again hoe would say
while he looks my way,
the tears began to fall,-
while he is screaming down the hall.
This agony I feel makes me ill,
They say love hurts-
But I say never like this!
He hits with his fest
as he throws his fits.
Each day and night
I can feel my spirit sink
my heart shatters, and my blood pours
as he beats me on the wooden floor.
The years are gone
but his words keep caring on,
I still hear him say;
I love you,
But I’m scared someone will take you away.
He always told me this after the abuse
leaving me feeling so used,-
this beast has no excuse
and I will never give him one.
Poetic Judy Emery © 1984
The Queen Of Darken Dreams Poetic Lilly Emery
Copyright © LILLY EMERY | Year Posted 2019