New Years Resolution

That Life that i missed Even when I feel the pain I always rejoice in the moment of my sorrowful blessed life thats when that time tick and ticked before i tick. When I am much more happier I cherish the moment till it melts into darkness While my heart pain my eyes tearing, my body overloaded with a unrelieved That’s when i felt my eyes being fill by tears down my chicks drying my the face of my heart, as the sunset,that when i believed the time ticked before i tick. I started to miss my home,I missed home, I thought of the love and warmth I get when I am home surrounded by people who love me most. That’s when I miss my mom polishing my back, smearing my face with a lot of oil,holding me on her warm chest,that’s when I remember the days I use to run with my father down the bush,with him carrying me on his shoulders and sometimes I tried to challenge his athlete talent That’s when I remember the taste, oh the tastes that filled my mouth with juices Ke re ka gopola bonnyane bjaka sebakeng sa mahloko ka gopola mothotho wa dipeu tsa nageng,ke ra bo mamupudu,matswaitswai,ditamatisinyana le mabilo. Those days when I was worry free. Ke sehlefala ke sa kgathalle whose watching Mind you I miss those days. I remembered the days when I use to refuse to sleep waiting for them to arrive That’s when I reminisced the memories of my innocent happily days of my life Panic,Love,Laugh and live and grow and i feel the new beggining. I felt change, i feel the new prosperity. Then the darkness perished