New Year and new chapter

For months, a poem was written a day To serve as keeping my diary. Wanted to stop at the end of a simple, pure and fun filling friendship. For a while, my feelings and my writing headed different direction. That caused me headache and panic. Soon, I regretted for not letting my inner thoughts, To flow as freely as it should be. For suppressed my feelings unwillingly. On top of that, I had no idea how to release my mind, How to freely share my writing to mankind. Then, one fine day in early this year, After six months waiting and hoping, Came along someone, who introduced Poetrysoup.com to me, Somehow, it was like he answered my prayer, And be my writing rescuer. He also installed the relevant Apps, And fully explained how to use it. Then, all of the sudden, a thought of history would repeat. Just like all other arts I currently pursuing, It was initially inspired by someone with lots of fun, But it ended up to entertain many others but the idea creator. The new year just came around from the corner. Am I heading to another disaster? Dear God, please help me and take away all my sins. If I ever did anything wrong, I honestly did not mean to do it.