New Sonnet 3 Whene'er I Find Myself Alone and Ponder

Whene'er I find myself alone and ponder, My life grown small around me clamps my heart, And fiercely beats the rain, fiercer the thunder, I cannot save myself by any art... And when within this prison of my mind, I know that nothing good can ever be, Where no ray of the Sun I ever find It seems sometimes, I sudden, think of thee, And then, all rays of Sun that once were lost, And good things once forgotten, now may be, Then I leap up and do not count the cost, And break my bands and all at once, am free Unbound, my heart ends rain, makes silent, thunder Makes vapor, shades, and bursts the dark asunder.