Never Never Never Give In

This gift of life I was given was chance not a decision drifted far from others living a scaredy pants chances missing So here I go writing about this life I'm given the indecision the empty soul and painful mission No Hell no that wont flow I'm a has been and have been unhappy because I haven't been happening Stationary boots rooted in it makes me vexed fused and spasm relaxed myself out of routine a complete loss of enthusiasm I've gone to far to ever come back have I suck I won't have that negative air shows me false facts positive air on a counter attack I have ambition to climb the peak though cloud hides it out of sight I'm on one now though I am weak salvage pride and out to fight Been knocked down locked down at rock bottom so up's the only way to go I wont be stopped because life got rotten coming back is all I know So when I talk of suicide it's just to give my mind a break cus I feel how I feel inside eternal Hell's what I can take Cus hiding doesn't mean defeat it's survival through the act of retreat you can't turn the cold to the heat but seasons rotate and heat repeat So I may be at a loss and beaten but fear my butt cus it's still breathing and though my soul's slashed and bleeding my core's a core you should believe in I will fight despite the fear and overwhelming anxiety I challenge it it disappears I'll waltz back to society Though I'm mift I've more to give I live this gift this life I live I dig deep for reserves with which I won't give up like a beech!! I, Nick Trim, will never give in!