Never Giving Up

There's so much I want to tell you, yet I can't seem to spit out the words, you come and go like I walk away and then you bury me in the dirt. Reminiscing on those nights, our sleepless talks- those days you'd spontaneously visit just to see my smile, those days where'd I'd go that extra mile- I trusted your word. Now those days seem so far away they're lost in a mirror image of soundtracks, still images that remain locked in my memory. That's all you ever were, solely a memory. And there's times where I miss your arms around me, then there's times I despise your embrace, because you gave up, couldn't do it and left me to move on. Then once I did, you came running back instead of sweeping me off my feet, you knew I was already swept, always will be, always have cause I'm never really over you yet I never can reveal my secret.