Never Enough.....

You are not enough... Your body, the lethargic blood in your veins, little red rivers... Your aging heart, gallantly beating – I want to kiss its straining crimson chambers, Bless it, the poor doomed thing... You are just not enough Your skin is too frail, your hair too cashmere-soft, Your calcified bones are so – breakable I lie beside you and trace my fingers over your face, Receiving the butterfly kisses of your brittle eyelashes, And behind them, those cocoa-dark eyes, windows to a soul that sleeps Benevolent in its oblivion... Then down, softly down my fingertips dance, to the cupid’s bow of your lips, Unstrung, slack with weariness… I bend my head and touch my lips to yours – and shudder, tenderly Your kisses have the seal of death upon them, the bittersweet reek of coffin fodder You are not enough… You could never be enough, not for me My hunger for you is insatiable, unquenchable, I want to swallow you whole; I want to climb down your throat and sleep, Tucked safely inside your skin, A parasite composed of love and ravenous yearning I want to eat your very soul, or catch it in my fist and pour it into a Diamond jar, never to be unleashed – But to be hoarded, like a magic ring, a Holy Grail of gently glimmering love I want you to be mine – forever… And once I have you, Locked inside that little diamond vessel, Oh my sweetheart…I will never let you go