Never Ending Fight

My body feels heavy, My heart is racing. My eyes feel sleepy, I just feel like sleeping and not waking up. My lonely mind is running none stop. I feel confusion every now and then. My fight feels like it wants to end. I"m tired. My life just feels like it's dripping down the drain. Why must I keep feeling this pain? To keep fighting is easier said than done. My body feels heavy like a ton of bricks is laying upon me. My heart has done numerous laps along that never ending track, My eyes feel sleepy as I just want to take a dirt nap, This fight gets harder as the days tick away. I know it's not over, and the fight has to continue. I just sometimes wish it would get easier instead of harder. My fight is not done yet!