Neuro Cells
There telling me it’s in my brain
Neuro cells have gone astray
Can’t get them back, it’s in the genes
Now I’m paying for all his sins
They say to imagine a watering can
Tipping the scales to keep me sane
Medication-here we go
Bye bye to the Recina we have known
Don’t want to take it
Please, please, don’t
This makes dull
And each time I go.
I go to a place so dark and sombre
A place where im all alone to wonder
Wonder about how it came to this
And wonder about all the things I miss
I miss being able to laugh all day
I miss having friends that would never go away
I miss not having a care in the world
I miss just being a normal girl
They say it will get better with time
But time is not one on my side
You see my thoughts get darker as each does pass
I’m afraid one day I must succumb
Succumb to the voice in my head
The one that’s telling me I’m better off dead
I fight with this voice everyday
Why will it not go away?
I make my plans every night
On how I’m gonna give up this fight
As each night passes I say a prayer
“Oh Babaji I’ll meet you there”.
But then I wake and start again
The voices are back, so I again I must say
“There telling me it’s in my brain
Neuro cells have gone astray”.
Copyright © Gogster Dw | Year Posted 2015
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