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This was written in Clark Cemetery, Whittier, California, one October afternoon in 2010. Prior to my visit that day, I had picked out the name of a girl who died at age 14 from the official burial list. When I found Nellie's name on the memorial marker, I touched her name with my index finger, sat down at a nearby table, and let my mind go. I recall the words flowed out of me like water from a faucet. After some polishing and revising, I finished the poem in 45 minutes. This work is one of 73 extended epitaphs from my published book, Voices from Clark Cemetery. It is now avaiable at Amazon, and Barnes & Noble.com.

Nellie Gray Holland 1885-1899

Nellie Gray Holland

1885 – 1899

I was never aware of the clock ticking
Or the spring spreading of the rose bud in my mother’s green garden.
I never saw the moonrise on a gray October night,
Or tasted the tart fruit of first love.
I never heard the cry of my baby
Or felt the warm heartbeat of a husband next to mine.
For birthdays and holidays
I lit the candles,
A dozen scented red candles,
And watched the ghostly shadows flicker on the walls
Of my mother’s special sitting room.
Shadows that danced and swayed and galloped.
Shadows that understood me
And listened to me.
They knew of my weak diseased heart
And of my impending early exit from Earth.
Clark Cemetery is beautiful in the fall.
The owls in the trees screech loudly
And the western winds make a music only I can hear.
My friend, will you kindly light a candle for me?
I am in the dark here
And I wish to see the dancing shadows again.

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