Negativity not Welcome

No place for negativity in my mind- I'll just try & leave that all behind. Struggling within to let it all go- So many things, no one can know. Secrets I keep_ scenarios I'll never tell- Not disclosing the fact I've lived through Hell. Been there & back, seems I'm back there again- Continuously paying the price for my sins. I'm trying not to be pessimistic & clear off the table- About to cross the line of being mentally stable. I can't allow myself to break into tiny pieces- I won't let that happen, I'll smooth out the creases. No place for negativity in my mind- Peace & positivity are what I seek to find.