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Needle In the Hay

I visited my wife again today
In the Sunrise Nursing Home
I just could no longer care for her
Living in our home all alone

She stared at me in wonder
Not knowing who I am
After forty years of togetherness
I am now, to her, a strange man

It’s the same routine every day
I search for the right words to say
But she has lost all of our yesterdays
Like a needle in the hay

Pictures of our family
That sit on her tableside
Mean nothing in that mind of hers
Those memories have long since died

I keep hoping for some recognition
A little piece of history she might recall
But day after day I receive the same blank look
When I come to make my call

It really is an awful shame
We had so much fun on our journey’s way
But she has lost all of our yesterdays
Like a needle in the hay

I’ll see her again tomorrow
And cry when I walk away
She has lost all of our yesterdays
Like a needle in the hay
Copyright © | Year Posted 2012

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A   Avatar
June 3, 2012 at 7:35 PM
JOE, Congratulations with your awesome “Needle in the hay” entry. Have a nice one... always~ PD
Kendrick Avatar
June 1, 2012 at 4:56 PM
Congrats on your winning work..Sara
Dillard Avatar
June 1, 2012 at 3:28 PM
I am indeed saddened. I hope you tell her a story of your past every day so that she lives vibrant again within your heart and mind. Stay Strong! Keep writing! RAY
Williams Avatar
June 1, 2012 at 1:45 PM
Joe congrats on your win...David
Brown Avatar
June 1, 2012 at 1:17 PM
Congratulations on your win in the "Needles in the Hay" contest Joe. Love, Carol
Goodson Avatar
May 31, 2012 at 10:59 PM
Tears in my eyes as I read these moving words, for the portray my father as he too encounters my Mother's lost 57 years. Bless you for having written such moving words.
A   Avatar
March 2, 2012 at 5:54 PM
JOE~Nice ..nice... good luck in the contest~have a nice one ;-)* PD
Merryman Avatar
March 2, 2012 at 9:23 AM
A heart wrenching write. The painful emotions come through loud and clear. Best wishes in the contest, Joe. Love, Kim
Johnson-Saunders Avatar
March 1, 2012 at 11:23 PM
A sad story, and unfortunately, a story too many can relate to. You have captured those feelings so well. Blessings, Rhonda
Pettit Avatar
March 1, 2012 at 11:06 PM
This is a very sad write. I can relate to what you have written here. Alzheimer's is a terrible thing. It is a thief that steals lives away.
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