Need To Get Help One This Sorry It Sucks

thinking of ways to escape thinking of how stuff use to be and how you would give anything in the world just to have it all back, its sad how one person can forget how much everything use to mean how words become harsher more painfuldela reallity isnt so sweet when you sit back and rethink all that you lost all because of mistakes that could have been avioded, its hard watching all you loved just disappear, watching people walk away, dealing with the pain you think is almost unbareable you may wanna jump off a cliff disappear or even wanna just die you gotta remember to hang in there stay strong and open your eyes life isnt easy it never was and sure it never will be hold your head held high keep a smile one your face (need help cant think of ways to make better need to collaberate with someone)