Nature's Arms

When I have a behaviour filled with cruelty, She kindly holds me in her arms to let me feel guilty, As if a little goddess appears from heaven, with a smile, That's my happiest moment, no matter even if it's just for a while, A blooming flower looks at me which makes me glad, But I can't realise its beauty for I'm rude and mad, Yes, when I was there, I enjoyed the glimpse of nature, And I was invariably fascinated when I saw its creatures, But a girl like me can never understand its meaning tangible, So to take the nature's test, I'm afraid I won't be eligible, So dear nature, I pray you to change me, a hypocrite, And decide the winner of my fighting two sides