Myself

I used to sit back and say nothing,
felt like i was nothing except stuffing.
I used to sit back and grit my teeth,
my loud mouth doin me harm rather then good.
Let the carvings in my skin do the talking, 
let my smoke filled mind do the thinking.
But these tears will be forever real. 
Do you see who i am, what i am?!
Who can see the real me? to pull me out of misery?!
Because now im screaming, dying the world is crying.
No one ever cares about someone who scares...them.
I swear that i needed you. 
I'm emptieing myself out,
till theres a giant hole inside of me!
I dont wish to breath i wish to die.
Please dont cry...i swear that i love you,
till my last breath.
I need you.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2010

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Walsh Avatar
December 19, 2010 at 6:24 AM
a very ssad poem! Full of emotion - Liz
Palli Avatar
December 18, 2010 at 11:17 PM
can feel the emotions!
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