My Yolo

**** this. I can’t look in a mirror without wanting to tear my skin off. Literally. **** this. I don’t even know how take a picture with a friend. Awkward. **** this. I can’t stop thinking I’m a piece of ****. Depressed. **** this. I can’t help but love my obsessions. Diseased. **** this. I can’t keep from desiring love. Hopeless. **** this. I can’t understand how to love someone. Broken. **** this. I can’t explain anything about me or my life. Disconcerning. **** this. I can’t shy from my inappropriate apathy. Distorted. **** this. I can’t shy from my desire to break from this world. Trapped. **** this. **** you. **** me. **** this world. **** this life. **** it all. I need to make room for my dreams. This is my one life.