My Wall

I sit in my room alone and I cry. In my heart I find the urge to die. The earth so cold I want to fly. In my heart I find the urge to die. So many times I’m forced to say goodbye, And in my heart I find the urge to die. If you look too close you’ll find sadness in my eyes, Cause in my heart I find the urge to die. I’ve searched so long and I can’t find that special guy, So in my heart I find the urge to die. I have hope I have dreams, I want to touch the sky, But in my heart but I find the urge to die. To be good and wholesome, God knows I try, Still in my heart I find the urge to die. From sun up to sun down I fight this massive craving, But the voice in head refuses to stop raving. I rise up, I stand tall, I lean against it all, Things will get better as long as God is my wall. -Mysty Rayn