Melissa Girolami Poet I do not know?

My Wall

I sit in my room alone and I cry.

In my heart I find the urge to die.

 

The earth so cold I want to fly.

In my heart I find the urge to die.

 

So many times I’m forced to say goodbye,

And in my heart I find the urge to die.

 

If you look too close you’ll find sadness in my eyes,

Cause in my heart I find the urge to die.

 

I’ve searched so long and I can’t find that special guy,

So in my heart I find the urge to die.

 

I have hope I have dreams, I want to touch the sky,

But in my heart but I find the urge to die.

 

To be good and wholesome, God knows I try,

Still in my heart I find the urge to die.

 

 

From sun up to sun down I fight this massive craving,

But the voice in head refuses to stop raving.

I rise up, I stand tall, I lean against it all,

Things will get better as long as God is my wall.

 

-Mysty Rayn

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Derrick Burton August 2, 2008 at 12:51 PM well hope your only releasing in paper.PRAY,and keep on writing.

Sharon Winter July 18, 2008 at 6:18 AM Have faith sweet friend. Your longing will be fulfilled. Good things come to good people, all in time. Love, Shar

Michael Degenhardt July 18, 2008 at 4:31 AM Things will always get better with God as your wall and floor. Having the urge tyo die, the repeated line, puts emphasis on the meaning of this piece. Having the urge and acting on it are 2 different things though, never act it out. My brother did and he got no where real fast. I only hope he knows he's missed. Sorry, your writing is exemplary, it speaks on its subjects clearly and with great style. Michael