My Suicide

Oh what a beautiful day, 
what a beautiful day
A day with prizes hidden inside
What a glamorous day 
To make my wretched thoughts pay
Today you get to witness my suicide

Oh
 I don’t know if anyone told you this
Oh
 I don’t know if you have noticed but

we have witnessed a murder
One that has lasted 2 years long
One filled with laughter and pain
One filled with joyous songs
One followed by glorious rains 
One that didn’t result in tears 
One that didn’t result in grief
One that freed me from wretched fears

today we have seen  a murder
 Tomorrow you get to see my suicide
those days of me begging you not to hurt her
The tears falling from my  eyes
Today I shall finally slay
Those tainted thoughts within me
Today I will pray
That this act will set me free

Lucky you, you get to witness my suicide
Tho you witnessed none of my pain
Sadly for you, you never saw my vivid cries
So for you I shall showcase all my shame

Today the chaffinch sing
Tomorrow the ravens shall soar
my beautiful plan will bring
Glory, sorrow, peace and more

Yesterday we saw a murder
Today you get to see my suicide
today I attempt to flee
Tomorrow I cry

Oh what a beautiful day
A glorious day indeed 
the day I can pack up my wants 
The day I fulfil  my needs

oh what a beautiful song,listen to her murmur
The music in her heart and eyes
Yesterday we witnessed a murder 
Today you witness my suicide
Copyright © | Year Posted 2022

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