My Soul's Revenge



The Ocean's fast asleep 
and still my soul is weeping 
spent the night counting dreams 
you make it up to me another way. 
The sky is just too big 
it reminds me of my insignificance, 
how small I am 
this far away from the sun, 
and still my eyes burn. 
Nowhere to run to sort things out 
and I'm lost inside 
It's like the transmission scrambled my thoughts 
so the unholy wars wouldn't begin. 
I'm on my own, 
I'm down on my knees, 
I'm searching for answers 
with this lost hope and broken dreams. 
It's too late, 
I don't want to go on 
all talent has abandoned me 
all gifts of virtue plague this heart. 
And the stars remind me, 
I'm a lone soldier in this faded memory 
of what is once known to be today. 
They say eventually it will come 
and it will come from a deeper place 
They say it will happen just baby steps 
but I always fall flat on my face. 
Can't you see? 
even in my hopelessness 
I'm a ray of sunshine, 
sending my chaotic confused love to you 
can't you see 
in this organized serenity 
you've taken from me 
I'm a momentary hero 
holding you from the light 

The ocean's fast asleep 
and still my soul is weeping
Copyright © | Year Posted 2006

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