My Sobriety

I was afraid of the dark, Cuz' my head twisted and turned, And when the moon was full, My soul used to yearn. I wished I was happy, Full of grace and dignity, I wished I could have seen me, The way you saw me. I'm was afraid of the day, Cuz' I felt alone and confused, In the past it was so easy, I'd just get up and use. I was afraid of you, Cuz' you're my deadly disease, If I took that first pill, My heart would've been at ease. But I've become stronger, I've learned to put me first, I've finally learned my lesson, Using only makes me worse. I promise I'll never swallow, The first pill that could kill me, For now I wish to live, My sobriety full of serenity.