My Secret

Yesterday I could have said "I love you" but for fear of rejection I kept silent. Yesterday when I had the chance I should have held you in my arms but I didn't I listened instead with unquiet thoughts because I didn't want to lose you... I kept my everything well hidden and now that your gone; I wonder if had I held you close had I embraced you when I had the chance would you have ever reciprocated this love that I still have for you. I never told you now how I felt, now lamenting cause my truth will have to die with me.