My Rose Pendant

You came into my life When I was struggling with the storms, My eyes were shut, My breathing was slow, My lungs were dusty, There was no glow, But you, My heart, You, you, you, You embroidered something in my soul, Something beautiful more than my eyes can speak, Something dangerous more than my words can decipher, I thought there was no love until It was just You, you, you, On the tip of my tongue Like honey flowing from a dipped soulless rose, I haven't even kissed you, I wish I could just hold you, Your hands entwined with my hands Like blooming ivy sprinkled with crimson roses, Holding your hand Is my heaven, my redemption, my sanctuary, my oasis, My, my, my, But you are not mine, My first love, A rose pendant That you gave me It shows my soul But it doesn't belong to me It's somebody else's , I can't adorn it on my neck, My fluttering fragile fingers Unlocked the aureate chain, My eyes captured it one last time, My mouth whispered ‘I love you’ to The core of the rose to Keep my words sealed sacredly for eternity, My eyes started raining ragged, rolling tears, And I threw it away from me, Far, far away, In the endless sky, Into the sea, It's gone, It's gone, But my heart still whispers your name, I can feel it in my breath, In my bones, Like a gush of blood, Metallic, mesmerizing muse smell That comes out of a letter written By blood by a miserable lover Longing to exist in the lover's breathing And dreams and hopes, My mind is a museum full of you, I wish my heart was a necklace too.