My Response To Rumi

I fell ill.
My heart dilated.
I had a pain on Christmas Eve
where my heart should be. 
I remember because my sister 
called me from Australia.
I said "I have a pain in my chest Teresa."

I had dissolved my marriage and 
my mother was recently dead.
My work as a midwife on night duty 
was too stressful.
The doctor refused to come to 
the too hot, too heavy, 
newborn December baby.
Like a turkey out of the oven.

I fell ill.
The heartless cardiologist insinuated
I had four years to live.
My heart had dilated.
Teresa whispered in my ear on leaving
for Australia again after Mum's funeral.
"I will come home to nurse you."

I got a second opinion.
I told him "My heart is broken".
He treated me with respect
until I got better again.
My heart has healed.

My heart had to break
for me to break free from you.
I survived against all odds.
I almost ended it all. How foolish.
My heart has healed.
My future car from sealed.



"If you desire healing,

                                                       let yourself fall ill

                                                       let yourself fall ill."

                                                       -  Jalaluddin Rumi

29/11/2016
Copyright © | Year Posted 2016

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Smith-Johnsen Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 1:22 PM
Congratulations on your Honorable Mention with this nice poem. Well deserved.
Murray Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 2:59 PM
Thank you for saying so. Poetry had been a wonderful aid to my recovery I should add.
Canerdy Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 8:29 AM
A 7 for your well-written, emotional write, Jean. Congratulations! JaniceEMD
Murray Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 9:37 AM
So they do not mean Esteemed Managing Director?? Thank you for your high score.
Canerdy Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 8:30 AM
I typed the EMD in the validate box!?? Janice
Rodrigues Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 7:47 AM
To survive you must feel pain. Congrats on your hm, Jean!
Murray Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 8:05 AM
That's true Kim. It's good to feel because depression leaves one with no feelings. Thank you for stopping by. Happy New Year.
White Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 2:00 AM
WOW, This is a great poem Jean. Congratulations!
Murray Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 3:27 AM
A little story like your little story in MY FONDEST MEMORY Darren. Thank you.
Neumann Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 1:46 AM
Wow and wow. Great words and response and my response is 'well done'. Congratulations, Kai
Murray Avatar
December 26, 2016 at 3:23 AM
I'm smling Kai at your lovely response to my response to Rumi.
Bhurani Avatar
December 12, 2016 at 11:14 PM
Well fitting to the theme....gl
Murray Avatar
December 13, 2016 at 5:05 AM
That photo of you as a child reminds me of me as a child Rizwana. You must be beautiful.....
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