My Realization

My realization Just yesterday, I realize. That talking to him is bad for my health I have to take care of myself so I can do well What hurts is it seems like he don’t care It’s seem like men can’t love. Keeping quiet in front of jealousy Trying to be tough Have to sit down and breath My chest hurts It’s really getting to me I had to sit down and cry Praying to the most high Asking him for strength to get through the night This hurts me so Embarrassed to let anybody know It seems like every time I say something good Something bad happens like a curse I find a guy I really like then I get hurt I don’t even want to try to find anybody else I can’t handle being hurt anymore I will never let this happen to me agian I’d rather stay single Trying not to think about him I need peace I need my power back I only love me Inner peace is all I need Takes time to heal Back to daydreaming Back to the world in my mind That’s not real