My Reality

Mercy. On my pitiful soul. my ignorant love your sly role I hear you loud and clear yet I can't tell what's not a lie you've dug yourself a grave and now it's time to say goodbye. I say I'm through with you each time and time again but to hide the dagger that would ruin it all is the most cowardice thing to come. You'll try to defend it because I know you too well and you'll pull the rope tighter because I'm innocently under your spell, let me show you how it hurts let me do these things to you because though you once said you were I don't think you know what's true- your idea of love is metaphoric and I have no sympathy- you keep breaking down my pride and I'm left with the disgust towards you- and your actions your repeating lines your lies. Do me a favor and forget me because I'm worn down to the dirt this sand paper you throw at me is re-occurent- it no longer hurts And though you're gonna try, try to sweep me off my feet, you'll fail lose me forever because there is no way in hell I will retreat- you are the enemy the betrayer and I suppose it's true what they say some people don't change- now I understand that saying and wish for you to be gone.