My Ray of Sunshine

Its said that when we enter a calmer mindstate(mediatate), We let all the positive energies penetrate ! Today i had few of such moments, Where I had thought of myself in the current state,,,yeah it had relevance, All of a sudden a face flashed my mind, It is the one whose love to me was always blind! Nowadays when i hear ppl telling me,my attitude,my characteristics are all becoz of my dad ! In both the context of good and bad! Yeah,now I accept all my traits belong to the legend of my life,,,, Right from the first few hours of my soul arriving on this earth, I felt the love for this man from my heart beneath,,,, If ppl tell me I love some ppl unconditionally,without realizing I don't benefit from that essentially,, It is becoz of this legend, who has the same trait of loving and giving few ppl his love unconditionally! If ppl complain, I speak my views and can geg barsh attimes when the words become unbearable, It is becoz of this man,who taught to express my views and thoughts boldly becoz to some ppl silence is never explainable! If ppl say i talk and win over ppl in debate, It is again becoz of this man, he never held his head down, be it to any business topics i cud relate ! If ppl tell i fear and get tensed for stupid sillly things, It is again becoz of this man who ensured am safe and protected everywhere and everything, It takes a lot of time for me to get that sense of security in anybody, This man made me realize its easy to win over a girls heart ! but it takes a lot of efforts to be like her dad !! If ppl call me emotional, Its again coz of this man,who has told me when his mom left to gods abode,he cried alone in the ambulance and ensured he wiped his tears so as to ensure his dad doesnt get sick,,,This man was thus emotional as well as rational !! If someone tells me I am a good dancer, it is again coz of this man,who never liked dance but attended and has a record of all my shows,which made me not a dancer but a performer,, If some one complains i love my dad the most, it makes me boast ,coz no one on this Earth would get man like him as father! Again he s the reason for me loving him the most, coz i felt vibes of love,sense of security,waves of positivity,art of care! Alas! I would love to answer all those who told me my attitude and behavior is all becoz of u with this ending note, A father like u is rare, I have seen ppl, dont have the dare , To face u and speak, coz there is in u,divinity at its peak,, Any man can become a dad,it takes a special person like u, to be a daughters hero! If ppl ask me to get away from u,,,or blame u for what i am,,,I would continue to get more closer to u,and prove for me without ur support,,there is no tomorrow !!