My Poemless Pandemic

Poemless pandemic
vanished from PoetrySoup
hard to explain why

enough people read?
made enough of a difference?
that's what I figured

gave up will power 
personal diagnosis:
severe mental block

worried what to write
hibernating -- surviving
too careful to post

most people wrote MORE 
but I deleted; withdrew :O
"social distancing"

pages and pages
of my painstaking feelings
unsaved, unarchived

so out with the old
and yet, no in-with-the-new
let go of it all

as others revealed
I concealed, sharing nothing
time passed, un-described

missed Anthology:
my chance to publish a poem :(
maybe next time though? :)

relief, or regret? :(
I didn't save them... :O
except... Christmas one :)

it's like the starter --
to keep the process going,
like warm friendship bread :D

kneading the keyboard
baking up delicious words
passing on sweetness

can't get old poems back
the art of writing poems, though:
compulsion, hunger

can't live without this
starting from scratch, all over
tired of poemlessness
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Gondolf Avatar
February 2, 2021 at 12:58 PM
Hi Michelle, welcome back to Poetry Soup, I am glad to see you are giving it a second chance. I have always been a little insecure about my writing as well, but the truth is, no matter what you write there will be some who will like it and some that won't. I say if you enjoy writing you should post it and share it. and the more you write the better you get. I look forward to reading more of your thoughts. John
Smith Avatar
February 2, 2021 at 3:11 PM
Appreciated :) / homeless poems find shelter here/ you hang in there, too :D
Leffanta Avatar
January 13, 2021 at 11:06 AM
Once your work is in print, the choice was like it or leave it, but today we have legions of interlopers who exist to disparage others. It may be difficult to ignore them, but it is best to do so! Aloha! Rico
Smith Avatar
January 29, 2021 at 8:33 PM
Okay, thanks, aloha :)
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