My Pen and Paper

My Pen and paper. Tonight I will hate him Tonight I will cry Tonight I will hate every being I’m not scared to lose myself Hatred is the love of his life. I hate him, I hate him He will never be in my life My life feels nothing, I feel like nothing He feels stupid for never knowing me I’m just not a child with no father I’m a child who will never have a father. He hurt me, im so hurt, I cry every night My mom reminds me of him They both deserve nothing from me I owe them nothing This is my life; I’m going to be happy My life is this pen and paper My life is in my words My life is written on my lips and my mind My life is when I’m writing my thoughts My life is happy I’m a very happy person.