My Panacea

The winds of thoughts blow through my mind Of troubled times I want to leave behind With the force of a hurricane they blow But the memories, they refuse to go I would like to forget it all and move ahead Shed thoughts of grief and be happy instead Wake up one day and see the sun shine Bask in the light of happiness and make it mine But every thought of mine is reflective of my past Every single thought is a nightmare meant to last That is omnipresent like the darkness in a black hole Absorbed into every tiny ion of my soul When my thoughts run wild I run to you I cling to you, like a child with resources few Trying to gather strength from the warmth of your bosom Like a tiny bud that is desperate to blossom You hold me in your arms like the mother I need Forgiving me for every action of mine, every misdeed Reassuring me that my life will soon be better That I am destined for glory and things bigger Your eyes shine bright when you look at me Giving me the strength to be just me Your smile, your kind words just cannot be described For me you are just what the doctor prescribed