My Mind

I loved to draw stick figures and also, 
Nightmares eating up the page, and
Disintegrating emotions, and also 
A willingness. 

Dancing is one of those disgraceful emotions. 
I eat it like sandpaper. 
With no ending, grasping. 
There is a presence, calculating. 

He is like a phone call, all haunting and hovering.
And like a shower, it disrupts my power lines. 
I have to escape, like wires, alive.
I tried again and accumulated more gold in me. 

When I lost my mind, it wasn’t just blades. 
It was cold-waiting, and electricity in my teeth. 
Nothing of the phone made sense to me. 
Because it’s all stick figures on the other side of nothing. 

When I lost my mind, it was midnight. 
And more, pouring, sensations, non-sensations, 
Just caressing like a snowy figure. 
When it was midnight, I was really supposed to sleep!

Which is the most important thing: sleep, sleepiness,
The jungle, the tundra. 
Other places where I could teleport to. 
And still, no sleep.
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