My Love Life

You say I am beautiful, sexy, nice, loving and caring When you say that you took my breathe away You left me speechless When you kiss me for the first time I never want you to stop kissing me You would kiss me every day because you wanted something I never know that deep down you wanted to have sex with me When you kiss me I went speechless When you hold me I just want you more When you hold my hands I don’t want you to let it go You break my heart when you started seeing other girls You push me away You run me away You said that I was a “” I cry my heart out I felt like my world just die I wanted to die I gave you a second chance and you blew it You keep things from me You say you love me but it was just to have “sex” with me You hug other girls to make me jealous You ask me can we have sex. I said no You got mad and want to kill me But little did I know that he wanted my friend I gave you my heart and throw it away I gave you my life and throw it to a dog I fall in love with you but in return I get a heartbreak I gave you my lips but I got cheat on You made me came home late because you didn’t want me to go You kiss me good bye but only to know that you wanted something that could end my life You curse at me You call me the dirtiest name You embarrass me in front of everyone You laugh at me when I needed a friend You ignore me when I needed love You walk away when everything was rough I promise myself that I would never love again