My Love For You

Theres nothing I fear most than being next to you I think i'm scared senseless and acting a fool. When I look at your face I can see straight through your eyes I can't ask you questions without getting complete lies. I dream of you both day and night and spend time with you by the moon light. It seems to good to be true but I can't stop loving you. Theres hate in your eyes and a burning sensation in your heart it drops the smile on my face and moves us farther apart. I cross my heart and stop to think why your love for me is starting to sink. You'll always be with me no matter where you are but now you're gone so I guess i've gone to far. My heart is not pumping properly anymore its slowing down every day and i'm getting week and sore. I'm beggining to feel futile and I don't know why and I can't figure out why i'm starting to cry. I want just one last look in your eye before its over and time for me to die.