My Love

How do you look at the person you loved so much in the eyes and say those harmful words that always hit me with force how can you say everything you said you never would and pull the trigger to my head and ill be gone and I just want to live in a happy little house with the fire burning and you will come to my door because you know I will always be there no matter how much fuss you make or how much I cry I am here to stay because I am not selfish no matter how long my days, months, weeks or years it is I will stay here in my home and once you never return to my house I will sit with ease rock back and forth and breathe.. I will soon find my love and I will never want to see your face again I will not hide away or listen to the rain on my lonely days, I will sleep with my arms around my love and everything will be cleared and I can finally let my anger go I will see u in the streets, and smile and you will smile too because we're both finally ready to be here.