My Lost Light

I'm screaming, shouting your name at this empty room where all of those nights were shared. I could never tell if the lights were off, because with you here it shined and filled the room with a light that that shined so bright i couldn't believe it. I lost it now. and i can't see anything I'm surrounded by darkness. My heart is black, splattered with blue. the color of numbness fits me perfectly. Through the dark, i see a speck of your familar light. But dead inside, i realize i can never reach it again.