My Little Fella

My little fella
I held you softly against me 
For only a few minutes 
Staring into the horrified eyes of a nurse
Who saw death
Where I saw love in an ocean of bitter sadness 

My little fella
I gave birth to you
Alone and terrified 
Under the blinding darkness of a silver neon sign
Following a failed anaesthetic
Under the hurried footsteps of a panicked nurse

My little fella
I was able to give you a name
I was able to give you an official place
In this silent, frightened world
Where every time there's a blunder
Preventing a well-deserved place

My little fella
Free yourself from me
Fly away
To other joys
With a light heart
For a beautiful illuminated life

Fly away, my little fella
I'll always be there for you
And for all those who left too soon
Without hope of a happy tomorrow
Leaving waves of unfulfilled love
That return with each generation in the hope of happy days.
Copyright © | Year Posted 2023

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Brown Avatar
August 23, 2023 at 8:49 AM
Heart-wrenchingly achingly beautiful. Doug
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August 30, 2023 at 5:17 PM
Thanks a lot Doug A poem that took 15 years to come out :)
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